Manan

I am just a living being. I do not know what is the purpose of my life yet.  But its for sure that I I will not expect anything from my future generation (I believe in them. They will do right according to their knowledge) and I will not let anyone have unnecessary expectations from me. If I will expect anything from anyone, it will be me. I will always try to being true to myself because most of the time problems arises because one lie to himself.

After watching chakravyuh everybody's reaction - god movie hai, pataa nahin chalta who is right and who is wrong. My reaction -  इंसान की ये ही व्यथा है, हमेशा तुलनात्मक नजरो से देखता है | अगर एक चीज़ गलत होगी तो दूसरी सही होनी चाहिए | यह कभी नहीं सोचता की दोनों सही हो सकती है या दोनों गलत हो सकती है | इंसान सपने खुद के लिए देखता है या फिर कुछ अपने लोगो के लिए देखता है | फिर वह उम्मीद रखता है कि इन सपनो को कोई पूरा करेगा या फिर पूरा करने में मदद करेगा | अगर ऐसा हो कि इंसान सपने दूसरो के लिए देखे और उन्हें पूरा करने की उम्मीद खुद से रखे तो शायद लोगो के मन से घ्रणा थोड़ी कम हो | हमारे पूर्वजो ने शायद कुछ चीजे हमें सही तरह समझा नहीं पाए | उन्होंने हमें सिखाया कि सपने देखना चाहिए, पर ये बोलना भूल गए कि वो सपने बाकी लोगो के सपनो के मूल्य पर न हो | उन्होंने बताया कि बिना इच्छाओ के जीवन अधूरा है पर शायद वो ये बताना भूल गए कि इच्छाए सिर्फ हमारी नहीं सब लोगो की होती है | कुछ ने हमें ये भी बताया कि एक नया संसार बनाओ पर ये बताना भूल गए कि उस संसार को अंत तक देखने की इच्छाए नहीं रखन...

मैंने अपना पहला लेख (उत्तर पुस्तिका को छोड़ के) आठवी कक्षा में लिखा था | उस लेख का विषय था 'प्यार', पर उसमे मेरी कहानी नहीं थी बल्कि कुछ सवाल थे और कुछ जवाब भी थे | सवाल इस बारे में थे कि प्यार किस चिड़िया का नाम है, इसे सिर्फ दो प्रेमियों से क्यों जोड़ा जाता है और जवाब इसलिए कि मुझे हमेशा से (सिर्फ) प्रश्न करने वालो से थोडा सा लगाव कम रहा है | मैं समझता हूँ कि प्रश्न करने से पहले इंसान को खुद जवाब ढूंढने की कोशिश करनी चाहिए, अगर कोशिश की है तो आपके पास कुछ जवाब होंगे - सही या गलत मायने नहीं रखता | कभी कभी मैं ये भी सोचता हूँ कि मैंने जिंदगी में किसी से प्यार नहीं किया | हिंदी लिखते  वक़्त शब्द कहाँ से कहाँ पहुँच जाते है कुछ पता नहीं चलता | "चल जिदगी जी ले " - हाल ही में प्रकाशित हुई फिल्म बर्फी के लिए है | फिल्म का मेरे दिल के करीब होने के कई कारण  है पर जिसका जिक्र मैं करना चाहता हूँ वो है - ख़ुशी ।  ख़ुशी कहाँ नहीं है? इक ये ही तो चीज़ है जिस पर तुम्हारा हक़ है, जो तुम्हारे हक़ को परिभाषित करती है । इक यही तो चीज़ है जो तुम्हारी जिंदगी को परिभाषित करती है , ...

My post is invalidated after reading indra-sawhney judgement http://www.legalservicesindia.com/article/article/indra-sawhney-&-others-vs-union-of-india-1457-1.html Remove the caste system..............caste based reservation will automatically removed. I am from ST and I believe that reservation should be based on economic condition and not caste. Some people will ask why didn't you reject reservation after 12th or at that time when you got scholarship and at that time. (like people ask IAC team why were you only focused at lokpal at that time and now you are going against all parties, may be you have political agenda). I wanted to go in politics but I am not good with that stuff. So why I am writing this? I just want to understand why everything is going the way its going and by the knowledge I gain if I am able to change someone's thinking in a good (most people's good and no people's bad) way, its better. Now going back to the topic WHY ...

There is an interesting trend in my family line and that is how they show their anger. Actually I am very proud about this trend in my family. The special thing is that many times no one knows that a person is angry, even the one upon whom anger is focused at. In my case sometimes even I don't know that I am angry at someone(:P this is too serious), after sometime I realize that I was avoiding that person due to this reason. In this post I was about to give an example of my grandfather but its too complicated to explain in written words. (short story: he was angry for years for mistake we didn't know and that mistake was corrected unknowingly and that's when we came to know he was angry) This is complete opposite and stupid compared to most of the sayings but if I say that during the time he was angry he stopped smoking and that was the way he showed anger, you may agree that it's good thinking. The example I gave is too extreme but if human kind just giv...

सोचा था जब भी समय होगा तुम्हे याद करेंगे जब समय ही नहीं तो खाक याद करेंगे I have not written in last one or two months. I have started my new life after college as a software Engineer. I still don't know what is the final purpose of life but I like my job as I am learning new things. I am not a 100% believer in god but I believe that you will get what you want (but you should have some plan not a dream). I wanted to delve in desktop programming and as a result I am learning some new things. I am not good with emotions, Once my grandmother asked me - "Hostel me kabhi hamari yaad nahin aati?" (Do you bethink about us in Hostel?) My answer was - "yaad kaise aati hai?"(How does one do that?) and still my answer would be somewhat same.

Whenever I travel in train I realize that so many people have assumed their daily job to beg in train and some of them are still capable enough to earn by working. I also met a person who was traveling with waiting list ticket. He believed that he had right to sit on any seat after whether the person who reserved it wants or not. Someone said to me to become a part of politics you should be good "chamcha" as well as good "gunda" 04-07-12